How do you ease the pain

I feel so sick right now i really don't know how you feel. I hope it's not as bad as me because it would kill me even more. The anguish in my eyes pains and i don't want to show it to the world. It's fine you are right and am wrong just hope you feel much better than i do. I knew about your vices but you just hit me under the belt and a new low of just emerged.
I try to smile but the closest i get to a smile is crying. I await the tears to run down my cheeks but even them they are paralyzed by the heart ache. They wont come running down but i know and they know they do want to. I am so hurt by what you said to me today and i vividly keep hearing your voice replay the hurtful words over and over.
I don't expect to hear that from you but then again am the fool. I am good to you i never want to hurt you and i never do. I only want the best from you and have always wanted and always will. For whatever its worth i thought you should know.

Just go ahead and break my heart

So i love you so much and i have pictured this scene in my head so many times; i telling you how i love you and you telling me how much you love and we fall into each others embrace and forever stay there. We all have the unrequited love for the special one who holds our heart dearly.
The bravest thing is to tell your love how much you love them but the most hurtful thing is getting your heart broken into so many pieces when they do not reciprocate your affection. The clip below explains this similar sentiment clearly- A scene from Mad men where by the actress Kate Norby plays Carol McCardy confesses her love for Joan Holloway played by Christina Hendricks and let the tape roll shall we?



How can i confess my love for you and you tell me i have had a hard day? It hurts and that's love and how unruly and painful it can be.