pull me push me back and forth dance

This pull me push me back and forth dance we are doing is not making me happy. I know better to move on to better and finer things in life but i love the thrill i still get when am near you. You have a way to make me feel so wanted and alienated both at the same time. This madness is not healthy i know better but i am still here. I hate you and i love you too and i think the boundaries of both are a blur to me because i cannot clearly distinguish either of them. I guess i shall still be confused Until i know which is which.